Born yesterday, Dead tommorow

I've been having weird dreams.
In my dreams there's someone (I don't know who) guiding me to all the different places I've been too and all the different people I've met or seen.
The weird thing is I've had like 3 dreams in a row on different nights and in a way they are continuing.
I thought maybe it means that my time of death is soon and I'm saying goodbye to everyone in a way.
But today I think I got what it meant and kind of interpreted the future.

Today I met up with some old friends.
Well not really old but my cousin (old friend, same school long time ago) called me and picked me up then we went and picked up another old friend.
When we all talked I felt like a kid again, but remembering them made me feel like an old man.
The days when we were all one.
It was just like yesterday that I was playing playstation 1 with my friends and exchanging pokemon with them and causing trouble at school and doing whatever.

Well seems like I did get robbed by my youth (thanks to the kids which got me suspended etc other stuff) or time moves too fast.
Everything changes all too fast.
Now I'm at home writing this first (as you blogheads would say) normal post.

We all wish to be young forever.
But all this stuff made me realize that the past itself is just a dream.
Just yesterday I was in school throwing chalks at people and sleeping in class.
In the blink of an eye I'm 19 now getting slammed with responsibilities and shit I have to handle and take care of.

All I can say is goodbye.
Goodbye to the old times and my young self.
Tomorrow people might be crying over my dead body.